...colours of life...

I tried it many times..but failed. But still i try.  Each time my alarm rings at 5:00 am sharp, breaking my beautiful dream- i tried it.  Each time i see an accident at road and stand helpless - i tried.  Each time she kisses and takes off her lips from me fastly - i tried to have a closer look how she does it.  Each time while talking to her on phone late night and it gives a beep for low balance - i tried it.  Each time my train throws away some beautiful scenery, leaving a thought i my mind that i could never see it again- i tried.  Each time i made a mistake i tried it.  Even last time when a glass slipped from my hand at office- i tried it.  Each time i missed my company bus at 8:00 am- i tried (this try was just a matured version of what i did at schools - " missing my school bus").  Each time i wake up late to know there is no supply at home and i don't have an ironed shirt to wear - i tried.  Each time i went to CMC to meet her and time comes for her t